Because I still have hope...

I don't care of your hand stretched
towards me with bitten slice of pizza,
runny cheese dangling from brown crust.

I have forgotten the taste of food out
of the oven, can't pull the ring of a can
and dip my nose in gusts of foam.

No use trying to read my face. It's worn
out leather cover over pages erased
by the night wind on concrete pavements.

My voice has grown thin, a squeak
of mice in mind's trap, though I hear
echoes of blasts from past foghorns.

I don't care of your furtive glance as
my stick fishes in the trash bin, hooks
treasures discarded by full stomachs.

I could tell you I still have hope, find it
wrapped in greasy paper with chunks
of meat, dust and flat beer in twisted cans.

But sure you don't care.

© Paula Grenside

Commentary:

Always very hard to write poetry on social topics without being repetitive; accusatory. I saw this homeless man fishing in the trash; aside the shock and my not knowing what to do, I was impressed by his blank face, the utter indifference he showed for the hundreds of people passing by. Had I given him money or food, he' d have refused. I perceived this as if he were sending me a message. I tried to walk in his shoes, see the situation from his point of view.

Paula Grenside
Bonfire contributor